Thursday, 13 September 2012


budk ni matured gile muka. Itu lah first impression ku terhadap Miss Syuhaida. Haha. We were deskmates time f1 and f5. So sweet. When Allas says kun fayakun, who can say otherwise:). So this foxyy little lady (who is not that little but yes a bit foxy) is now not in Malaysia anymore. She is now in Jordan. Take care dear. Wow, time flies. Or in this case, the girl herself. She's taking dentistry. Haha. Syu nnt aku nak buat braces supaya gigi aku dh tk mcm ronaldinho the football player ag dah. Nnt diskau tau. Bile nnt you nak give birth , you dtg kat i. I plak kasi diskaun.

oPPSI. Lupa nak bagi salam. Assalamualaikum dunya. So aku ngn syu ni tkde ah rapat sgt time f1. Mane tknya aku keje asyik nanges dia plak keje asyik mkn chocolate. Bukan nk offer :p. Tp kebetulan kitorg terrr jadi deskmate time f5. Haha. Mase tu mmg kamceng gilee sampai aku oun tk sangka sebenarnya. Kitorg bnyk berkongsi rahsia dn cerita. Sampai tk terkire. Tp aku tk nk buat cerita sedih. Kau gi Jordn pun bukanyya buat ape. Nak smbung blaja. Benda baik aku sgt alu2kan. Sori tk hntr keadaan tk mengizinkan. Tp kau SENTIASA dlm ingtn dn hatiku. Cause once you love someone, ther are never apart from you. They're there with you, in your heart:). Jaga diri baik2. Makan je bnyk2. janji sihat. Nnt jgn balik2 bawak laki bawak ank tk ckp. Aku tk kira. Aku nk gk jd bridesmaid kau.

Haha. Ingt Syhamiel tu ha. Amboiii pengakuan berani mati nmpk. IT'S ABOUT TIME DEAR.. anyway, good luck. Wish you allll the best. Have a blast there. Study hard. (the same goes to me). Dan semoga anda berada di bawah lembayung rahmat Allah sentiasa

Monday, 10 September 2012

cinta sejati

Cinta itu tidk pernh slh sbb cinta itu suci. Kita wujud sbb cinta. Cinta dr Allah swt kat kita. Tp cinta itu tercemar dgn uncontrolled nafsu. Semua ade nafsu. Mcm aku nafsu plg obvious ialah err nafsu tido:) Lately students bukn main ag sweet. Adakah cinta itu sekdar awak rindu saya tp saya laagi rindu awak. Kenapa awak tk call saya..saya rindu tauu. Nak merajuk. Does our love extends to that much only? Oh my. I didn't know that we are errr that simple. Don't get me wrong. Of course it's very common for us to feel something. I mean to not feel anything at that is weird. But you have to remember the original purpose of you right now. When you waste sooo much of your precious time missing and looving someone else, others are struggling super hard for that spot that was supposed to be yours in the scholarship. So do something to change my was to is. KAY?

I write this cause I constantly need to remind myself also. So I don't get side-tracked while aiming for real, juicy stuff. This little short happiness along the way will only be for that moment only. Yes it's okay to hang out and chill but everything has their limit. Do not be embarrassed to turn down an offer when someone ask you to hang out at sunway or mid or wherever, remember it's more embarrassing if you don't get to fly because you don't meet the requirements. Of course one outing is not going to make the difference but you get what I'm talking bout. oh yeah. I was originally gonna talk about cinta sejati. haha 'side-tracked' plak.

Anyway, my dad got into accident. It was 2 weeks ago but I didn't know until recently. It's nothing serious but of course there will be after effect after the accident occur. He constantly feels pening and he doesn't have his balance yet. And mom's like the wonder woman at her maximum. She's taking care of him and do all that. And that's why I remembered, now this is true love. Dad is going through some health difficulties and she's doing everything she can to make it a better period. Of course me and my sisters help around also but that's nothing laa compared to my mom. In conclusion study hard. Mom says that every time dad goes to see a doctor, he always say "nanti akak mcm ni lah bila akak dh jd doktor nnt" Oh boy, i better get cracking then.....